Saturday, September 6th, 2008
- so far...
Tuesday, July 1st, 2008
so i applied. then walked into the thunderstorm. cross-training and on the fly today. lets go.
( comment on this) Wednesday, March 12th, 2008
- Atlas - Compass Error
on these gray lonely days of walking cliches... thats it then. there isnt really much inside that matters. anymore. its all gone to mediocracy. for now. though. only. i hope. just living, not for the moment, but for the few. waiting for the real world to transform to ideals. ha.
( comment on this) Monday, January 28th, 2008
plow(ed) (ing) through books. a good thing after the stint of tv on the internets. [[free morpheme][bound inflectional suffixes]] suckers bet the alchemist nickel and dimed the unbearable lightness of being future: the things they carried when you catch an adjective, kill it a confederacy of dunces mothertongue veronika decides to die (reread) woman in the dunes (reread from high school) the left hand of darkness goal: 50 books in a year. 50 new books. or at least substantial books. no cheesy junior fantasy novels allowed. i mean it.
( comment on this) Wednesday, December 19th, 2007
i havent been able to get to sleep recently. my brain wont stop. thinking about everything under the sun what to do what i said whats going on. writing letters in my head when i want to be sleeping analyzing for no reason remembering things i dont particularly care about remembering for no reason i just want to get going with the rest of my life. for things to change for the better. to accomplish something other than a workday real people, real friends, real life. i signed up for a few classes for something to do. a place to meet people so back to some semblance of an education for lack of better things to do.
( comment on this) Friday, August 10th, 2007
it is weird to think that wheaton will no longer be my home.
( comment on this) Friday, August 3rd, 2007
status: sticky - in need of shower - waiting for tomorrow to come - not sure where to start with the movies procured for the weekend - currently playing an album on repeat. perfume: the story of a murderer shopgirl batman begins dune (by david lynch)
( comment on this) Sunday, July 29th, 2007
i saw more people that i know than i normally do when i go home. it was leanna i swear. (or moonlight madness the strawberry festival)
( comment on this) Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
talk of bungee jumping, and sky diving, and now cliff jumping (if only at smalls falls)
( comment on this) Sunday, July 15th, 2007
The worst of it all im getting into (finally). needing to sort and weigh and measure. the after is coming up sooner than expected. time is coming to change the comfort zones. an opportunity. of ambitious proportions. i want it. taking those first steps. needing to not do the self-indulgent thinking/waiting/not doing anything. rehashing battles in my mind. needing to not go down that road. not sure of the other. ive changed. at least i hope ive changed. enough for this?
( comment on this) Thursday, May 17th, 2007
home for 10 days then back to the Wheat to work in the libs. postponing real world commence! but no more of this: school sponsored trip to foxwoods!
( comment on this) Monday, March 26th, 2007
Monday, March 19th, 2007
a reason why electronic music (and its history) (and its connection to video imagery and such) is awesome: I love my electronic music class!
current mood: delighted
( comment on this) Thursday, March 1st, 2007
its the end of one of those weeks where the weekend holds so much that you are even more excited for it. electronic music open lab, photo assignments, good movies, library, plays, soccer games at the moment: airhead-watermelon with cherry and white mystery left. cant decide which to go with next i think, when, if i come home for spring break i might wax my skis. just a thought, brought on by the airheads. yum. strange connection, just happens, you know. but for now, down time.
current mood: content
( comment on this) Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
- to everyone
Tuesday, January 30th, 2007
Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
the beginning of a semester: Monday: 2d Design 9:00-10:50 Electronic Music 3:30-4:50 Intro Lab: 7:00-7:50 Tuesday: Intro to Cultural Anthropology 9:30-10:50 Meet with Howard for Independent 11:00 Psychological Anthropology 3:30-4:50 Work 6:00-8:00 Wednesday: 2d Design 9:00-10:50 Work 12:00-2:00 Electronic Music 3:30-4:50 EM Lab 5:00-5:45 Thursday: Intro to Cultural Anthropology 9:30-10:50 Work 12:00-2:00 Psychological Anthropology 3:30-4:50
current mood: mer
( comment on this) Thursday, January 18th, 2007
Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
Sunday, January 7th, 2007
kaskade. jitterbug perfume. pad thai. scrubs. clean living. organization. pigtails. legend. vests. high tops. yum. My heart is fully beating So alive at this moment With the rhythm leading
current mood: electronic
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