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Saturday, September 6th, 2008
10:02 pm - so far...
she doesnt think i am serious.

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Tuesday, July 1st, 2008
7:41 am
so i applied.

then walked into the thunderstorm.

cross-training and on the fly today.

lets go.

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Wednesday, March 12th, 2008
10:51 am - Atlas - Compass Error
on these gray lonely days of walking cliches...

thats it then.
there isnt really much inside that matters. anymore.
its all gone to mediocracy. for now. though. only. i hope.

just living, not for the moment, but for the few.
waiting for the real world to transform to ideals.


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Monday, January 28th, 2008
12:06 am
plow(ed) (ing) through books. a good thing after the stint of tv on the internets.
[[free morpheme][bound inflectional suffixes]]

suckers bet
the alchemist
nickel and dimed
the unbearable lightness of being

the things they carried
when you catch an adjective, kill it
a confederacy of dunces
veronika decides to die (reread)
woman in the dunes (reread from high school)
the left hand of darkness

goal: 50 books in a year. 50 new books. or at least substantial books. no cheesy junior fantasy novels allowed. i mean it.

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Wednesday, December 19th, 2007
12:20 am
i havent been able to get to sleep recently.
my brain wont stop. thinking about everything under the sun

what to do
what i said
whats going on.

writing letters in my head when i want to be sleeping
analyzing for no reason
remembering things i dont particularly care about remembering for no reason

i just want to get going with the rest of my life.
for things to change for the better.
to accomplish something other than a workday

real people, real friends, real life.

i signed up for a few classes for something to do. a place to meet people
so back to some semblance of an education for lack of better things to do.

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Friday, August 10th, 2007
9:58 pm
it is weird to think that wheaton will no longer be my home.

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Friday, August 3rd, 2007
8:06 pm
status: sticky - in need of shower - waiting for tomorrow to come - not sure where to start with the movies procured for the weekend - currently playing an album on repeat.

perfume: the story of a murderer
batman begins
dune (by david lynch)

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Sunday, July 29th, 2007
10:01 pm
i saw more people that i know than i normally do when i go home. it was leanna i swear. (or moonlight madness the strawberry festival)

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Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
9:53 am
talk of bungee jumping, and sky diving, and now cliff jumping (if only at smalls falls)

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Sunday, July 15th, 2007
10:51 am
The worst of it all im getting into (finally). needing to sort and weigh and measure.
the after is coming up sooner than expected.
time is coming to change the comfort zones.

an opportunity. of ambitious proportions. i want it. taking those first steps.
needing to not do the self-indulgent thinking/waiting/not doing anything.

rehashing battles in my mind. needing to not go down that road. not sure of the other.
ive changed. at least i hope ive changed. enough for this?

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Thursday, May 17th, 2007
7:40 pm
home for 10 days then back to the Wheat to work in the libs.
postponing real world commence!

but no more of this:

school sponsored trip to foxwoods!

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Monday, March 26th, 2007
3:05 pm
its nice to know that i can graduate now. whoo.

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Monday, March 19th, 2007
5:27 pm - kitchen
a reason why electronic music (and its history) (and its connection to  video imagery and such) is awesome:

I love my electronic music class!

current mood: delighted

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Thursday, March 1st, 2007
4:36 pm
its the end of one of those weeks where the weekend holds so much that you are even more excited for it.

electronic music open lab, photo assignments, good movies, library, plays, soccer games

at the moment: airhead-watermelon with cherry and white mystery left. cant decide which to go with next

i think, when, if i come home for spring break i might wax my skis. just a thought, brought on by the airheads. yum.

strange connection, just happens, you know.

but for now, down time.

current mood: content

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Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
10:09 pm - to everyone

current mood: *hearts*

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Tuesday, January 30th, 2007
2:01 pm
maybe im fooling the world.

current mood: negative

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Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
5:42 pm
the beginning of a semester:

2d Design
Electronic Music
Intro Lab:

Intro to Cultural Anthropology
Meet with Howard for Independent
Psychological Anthropology

2d Design
Electronic Music
EM Lab

Intro to Cultural Anthropology
Psychological Anthropology

current mood: mer

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Thursday, January 18th, 2007
11:49 pm
style fits conceptulization.


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Tuesday, January 16th, 2007
9:32 pm
i want snow.

current mood: wistful

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Sunday, January 7th, 2007
5:31 pm
kaskade. jitterbug perfume. pad thai. scrubs. clean living. organization. pigtails. legend. vests. high tops.


My heart is fully beating
So alive at this moment
With the rhythm leading

current mood: electronic

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